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Name: cindy
Country: Malaysia
State: selangor
Birthday: 5/21/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: hmm well i love music,lazing around n hanging out with my friends...i do read once in awhile...esp when a book comes highly recommended =) sports...well i love karate although im probably worse than all the juniors...i do swim occasionally...n fortunately so far i havent drowned yet =)
Expertise: well i have the tendency to get lost easily...4 me...2 get myself 2 a particular place ,it requires a lot of brain power which means killing a lot of brain cells....so since 4 most ppl finding their way around is actually a very simple task...this would make me special....n thus this would b my area of expertise...m i making SENSE?!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
Message: message me
MSN: aun_woon@hotmail.com
ICQ:  82501040
Member Since:
3/26/2004
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| America here i come :)
Got my results a couple of days ago and i passed!! It seems hard to believe that after closing so many doors, God finally decided to open this one door for me. Since i left year 12, it has always been my utmost desire to return to melbourne to study. However God seemed to have another plan in mind. He decided to send me to Malaysia and then to the US. I have never Ever thought that one day i would end up studying in the States. Well i guess this just shows how uncertain n hidden our future is from us despite all that we think we know. Though the journey was not easy, but i'm glad it happened because I now know that God wants me to be in the States. A friend once said that nothing is more precious than knowing that you are where God wants u to be. No regrets or doubts whether u should be in that place or not when the going gets tough. So Thank You Lord! :) I think God has been trying to teach me what Grace meant for the past few months. And from my finite limited knowledge and experience, i would say that grace is shown when the Unworthy, Undeserving is blessed or helped Unconditionally by another. It means that it has nothing to do with what the Unworthy did but purely based on the mercy and love by the giving party. This is exactly what I have been experiencing all my life. And again Thank You Lord. I cant imagine how it would be like being in US. I know things are going to get very tough over there because I really hate being away from my family. Perhaps it's time for me to grow up. Changes are never easy but i am going 2 embrace this new season with one thing in mind. That He is right beside me All the way :) Would blog about my trip to melbourne in the next entry. Man i really really miss that place. Thanks for making time for me guys. It meant the world to me. :) | | |
| It's over! It's OVER! IT'S OVER!!!!!!!!!! ok most ppl would be wondering why is cindy out of action so long. Heh well it's because i've been busy attempting to study for this really crazy difficult exam called the USMLE. An exam which is sort of like my ticket to the US. Crazy 8 hours exam (7 hours plus an hour break) that can turn a sane person insane. Erm...weird things happened to me after that.for eg i mistaken the sun for the moon(!!!) erm need i say more? Am relieved that it is finally OVER. It was definitely difficult. I really cannot tell how i did in the exam. Would just leave it to God to determine where He wants to send me.
The past 5 months or so studying for this exam had not been easy as well. With the exam so far away, it took a lot of motivation and strength to pick up a book n study for hours. I still get the guilty feelings now for watching the tv too long or bumming around doing nothing despite the exam being over!!!!
Really looking forward to going 2 melbourne soon :) | | |
| I just sent an email. The one scary sad email i send to a certain person in melbourne uni every year. This year it's slightly different. It started 3 years ago filled with hope which then turned to despair, disappointment and now finally that part of me is frozen cold. Still raw if thawed, but if not, it's perfectly under controlled. Saw a video clip about an Australian uni today. Stood there for awhile and i realised that i could not watch any longer. I was still hurting over it. Although so many things have changed now, deep down, i still sort of want it. Though the desire is not as strong now. To a certain extend, I've moved on. Especially when i realised that there's something else that i wanted more. Guess i probably just cannot take too much of it rubbed to my face. But I'm ok, at least i know that wherever I'm going, God sent me there. =) | | |
| To the almost non-existant number of ppl who actually read this blog..
this post would be quite bimbo-ic..filled with things which would not make sense to the superior minds. I dyed my hair red!! (ahhhhhhhhhhh!) so why did i decide to pull a stunt like that? well last sunday, cindy felt that she really need to do something about herself..to shed this dull boring image...hence she decided that she wd get her hair dyed...ok that was an experience...i love it...love the colour...as for the weird looks that i might or might not get from church this sun...i wouldn know....we'll see on sunday..
Went to the optician today...guess what colour my new spectacle frame wd be? RED also! great...cindy's turning into a manic person...bright colours...hmm did i mention that i bought a new Bright RED shirt? So one may ask...did cindy fried her brain recently that's y she's abit off now? Well i'd love to give u a yes to that...but unfortunately no, im still perfectly sane...just feeling rather down lately...discouraged by circumstances...too many...but im ok..its just a phase that i'd have to go through...hence to cheer myself up...i decided to promote my favourite colour from pink to red...!!!!(haha i did warn that this is going 2 be an extremely bimbo-ic post) Currently, I'm wearing a red shirt too...Red is a good colour....Brightens the spirit..not to forget that it is an auspicious colour for the chinese(*rolls eyes*)...will go buy a red ribbon soon to tie around my dog's neck...muahaha ok end of crazy red post. | | |
| Within a beautiful rose bush
Lies a bud
A late bloomer
Surrounded by roses
Choked by thorns Despite it all
A year has passed
The bud is blooming
Slowly yet surely
Hoping for that day of beauty Fixing its eyes on the sunlight
Yearning for it to dim the pain and fear
Because it knows
The journey has only just begun
The harshness of reality
Has yet to be revealed Hope in the Creator
Fans the burning spirit within
To hold on to the faith
To hold on to its promise
That is in God it will trust. Committed towards making
a Commitment | | |
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